p.s. tis post was supposed to be up on 3rd day new yr.. but cant seem to upload e pics properly so it was saved as draft until now.. gee..

gong xi gong xi... parents went to genting as usual tis yr... so is free n easy time again!!! but tis yr cny more gambling for mi.. i gamble small small oni though morning went to my grandma hse den to my mummy (aunt) hse... den go str to my relatives hse on e my father's side.. stayed dere for dinner n to gamble.. which i lose... den go mit candy, cc n rena!!! tis is e first yr tt 4 of us go out tgt sia.. cos previous 3 yrs or 4.. is always mi n candy oni.. went to ang bao river to walk walk..super crowded.. n we feel so sticky lo.. cos e dress i wear.. tink made of raincoat material sia.. v hot.. n not tong feng.. den rena n candy hungry le so we tot go raffles city to eat...
tink we r late guest lo.. e staff hafta stay back longer.. but we oso eat v fast la.. too bad both my cam n rena cam oso low batt le.. den cant really take alot pics.. n my dress abit not v decent when sit down lo. tink cc drool alot sitting opp mi rite.. hahaz..
really muz gif gers out dere a pc of advice.. wear shoes tt are comfy.. hahz.. cos yday all 4 of us our heels giving us headache sia.. super pain until cannot walk properly le.. so we took cab to my place n play mahjong.. is my first time plaing tong xiao mahjong sia.. played till 640am.. in btw i still mz help to catch cockroach.. hahaz.. tink we yday play till xiao liao.. plus eat all dose cny goodies n watch jacky wu show.. luff till lk mad den we start conversing in our lousy hokkien, canto.. to kip cc n rena awake... hope nxt yr can be lk tis again!! i tink is more fun den being stuck at relative hse.. geez..

livingabrown&blacklyfe; 10:32 PM

haiz.. after e fri incident... n after we resovled it.. tot we could ve moved on.. but apparently fate is trying to play mi ard.. cos i m supposed to mit jq at 950 tday for tut.. n i was late again.. i went to krys hostel to put my stuff n we wanted to leave by 940 but krys needed to go toilet we sort of took e way way out... so by e time i left e gate of KR, it was alr 945.. was late again.. reached at abt 10.. n i sm more really walk at a super fast pace after i alight lo.. n yet.. when i went in n sit down.. her first words to mi was ' so now u noe y i was so angry wif u le ma?'.. -_-" i juz kip quiet den she ask y so late n wat time i left.. so i said i left e gate at 945.. den she said tt i noe i was meeting her at 950 n i left at 945.. knowing tt i cfm ll be late.. i told her krys went toilet n we took e wrong turn.. n i tink she dun bliv n tink i m giving excuses bahz.. but i oso lazy to explain more le.. cos e more i say e more she tink i m giving excuses bahz. so i juz say sry lo.. n i even say i ll be early tml.. n she said 'action speaks louder den words lo' wah lao.. here i trying to be apologetic den she so sarcastic.. i dun bliv anyone ll wan to be purposely late to get scolding or see other's black face de lo.. but is juz tt.. hw to say.. i m sway bahz.. everytime when i mit her.. things crop up.. wanted to be early tday.. but things juz happened in e way tt i became late.. even if i wan to leave at 9am to mit her i oso dunno e way out on my own rite.. i nv been to KR hall b4 eh..
so guess wat.. i try to speak to her several times but she juz mmm her ans.. so okie lo.. den i still go pei her eat lunch.. i nv eat la.. sit dere kip quiet oni.. den later go lec she sit one seat away frm mi.. i tink is childish.. so i went out to toilet n make calls... when i came back.., she is 2 seats away le.. fine lo.. wat can i do.. after tt nv tok at all.. den i heard tt she wan change her tut.. i mean lk.. nid to go until tt extent not.. if she wan to change i oso cant say naything.. is up to her lo.. juz hope tt she ll rmb i gave up my free day to ve e same tut as her cos she is alone n dun wan to e grp work wif others...
after my lesson at 930pm.. i rcv a msg frm another fren, concerning tis incident.. so i called her n tok abt it.. den she tell mi jq's side of e story.. n i was angry lo.. cos she said tt when i went into e tut.. i pretend lk nth happen den ask her wher e tcher stops n muz wait until she ask mi den i say sry.. excuse mi. if u wan complain or wat.. pls get e facts right.. i went in, haven even take down my bag she said tt golden sentence to mi le.. den haven take out my stuff den she ask mi abt y i late all dose.. m i given a chance to explain?? n said again abt my late coming tru out e whole sem.. i tink tt as a gd fren.. u cant even understand n compromise a 5 mins leeway.. is real sad.. cos i leave hse at e smae time every monring (except on occasions tt i alr msg her informing her of my delay), e bus might not come at e same time sia.. wat if it met wif red light at every junction or got stupid ppl asking directions?? m i supposed to msg u say i ll be late for 3 mins??? i tok until i cried at e YIH bus stop lo.. i mean.. such a small matter.. y muz u blow it out of proportion.. if u cant tolerate mi for such a long time le.. den y still mit mi?? n y nv say out? dun tell mi u jokingly say mi b4.. if u tink is a serious matter dne bring it up seriously.. dun drag up all old debts suddenly n say i nv change...
shit man.. toking to my fren abt tis make mi feel v wei qu for myself.. y muz i make myself till so miserable.. even now whenever i go for lec or tut wif her ard.. i stress myself wif e notion of getting dere earlier den her.. if i m late cant u juz get inside n sit firsT?? seriously tink tt so many yrs fren den u act until lktt.. spoil tis frenship juz cos of tis stupid issue... if i alr make apologies n try to tok to u.. n u refuse to accept either.. den too bad lo.. i m not gg to beg for forgiveness or wat.. u can decide wat u wan do after u get ur emotions under control..

livingabrown&blacklyfe; 8:13 AM

has been q a long while since i last blog.. e main reason which started mi blogging is actually to mark my first dispute wif jq in my uni life!!! haiz. not exactly a dispute cos we din even speak to each other.. guess it started out as my fault bahz.. but i wasnt given a chance to apologise or wat cos she is not toking to mi n i dun lk e way she handles tis.. the story goes...
we were supposed to mit at 1050am at hg stn to go sch tgt.. den i was gg to be late n msg her tt i still drinking my milo.. mit 5 mins later...(i msg her ard 1035 worx).. den i left hse ard 1043(i got look at my clock one k).. but dose stupid buses refuse to come i oso bo bian wat... until 1158 den e damm 101 bus come.. by e time i board bus i rcv her msg askign mi y i so late n tt she go to sch herself first le. n supposed to mit her in sch... fine wif mi.. i was late n if she wan go first i dun mind...den i take train myself lo.. when reach harbor front den i saw her still waiting for 188 at e interchange.. so i went over n tap on her shoudler lo.. she nv tok to mi.. juz loko at mi den turn back... okie.. got e msg tt she bu shuang le.. den i oso nv tok lo.. in bus, sat tt but nv tok.. walk to sch oso nv tok.. den act i wanted go toilet b4 lec.. but i tot go inside put back first(cos when i ask her go by front door she say is SO late le n wanted to go by back door) okie lo.. den when go in.. put bag le she ask sy to accompany her to go toilet.. den i oso wan go.. in e end i follow behind lk idiot lktt.. i mean if u angry wif mi for being late u juz say la.. nv say anything den expect mi to act dumb until u finish ur bu shuang-ness den start toking to mi issit... n e way to toilet she immediately can start crapping n toking to jan dey all le.. so damm obvious tt she is purposely ignorign mi rite... i dun lk silent treatment.. although i use it often enuf on others.. ahhahahz... but i juz cant stand it when ppl purposely ignore mi den tok happily wif others as if i dun exists... n tis continue on for e whole 2 hrs i sit dere by myself listen to lec.. had enuf of it by e end of lec n i decided to pon e nxt lec at 4.. cos got 2 hrs break.,. n if i gotta stay wif her in tis way.. i tink my face ll b damm black.. n i oso dun wan to be lk her, tok to other ppl as if she not ard.. so i go off lo.. uurrrggghhh.. act i oso stupid. cos if tis den skip lec.. n i m supposed to be hardworking tis sem.. but i really cant stand it wif tis kinda awkward atmopsphere.. jan oso awkward wat.. tko to jq den i kip quiet she ask mi wat happen to mi... den i supposed to say tt jq bu shuang wif mi??? so weir.d. might as well go off... act i tot of telling her tt nxt time might as well dun mit le.. i din come to tis conclusion in a rash manner.. cos i m tinking tis is not e first time i m late for meetin her le.. she walk to e stn.. so her timing can be q on time de.. but i hafta take bus eh.. n i seriously cannot predict when e bus ll come de lo.. so if i late i can be as late as tday... n i guess she cant stand ppl coming late bahz.. so to prevent any of such event happening again.. dun mit le.. if see each other at stn den go tgt lo.. if not den mit in sch... but yz say it ll make matter worse... so i din suggest tis... haiz... so ma fan la... mit to go sch oso got so mch prob.. shall wait till we finally tok den decide bahz...
tday is a bad day for mi sia... oh wait.. e oni gd thing is tt when i left early.. i took same bus as my eye candy.. hehehe... but we sit separately la.. duh... hahahz..

livingabrown&blacklyfe; 1:21 AM

time really zoom pass!!! so fast den my one wk study break is over.. not tt i did anything during tis wk.. but tis wk we supposed to study n rest rite.. i feel even more tired den when sch is gg on.. haiz.. dunno y sia.. but den i jogged for 5 days tis wk.. feel angry wif myself sia.. act planned to start study on wed. den morning go jogging, den bathe my rabbit, eat lunch, haven start study den almost time to go for work.. so lktt lo.. nv study, nv do research for my project. nxt wk test liao. so really gotta buck up tis wk!!! starting frm tml!! i promised!!

yday was children's day n lawrys had tis 'little chef in e making' contest.. for children 3 to 10 yrs old.. vvvv cute sia.. e kids.. esp japanese one.. superly cute.. n e cake dey decorate, sm lk shit sia..ahhahz.. really.. dey juz anyhw squeeze all e piping onto e cake.. i work frm 8am to 10pm sia.. tired den mon morning lec.. muz wake up at 6...lesson ends at 4 den muz go work.. haiz.. poor mi..
got a new part time host.. apparently when she came for interview den alot ppl sayshe v sexy n pretty.. but tday i see liao.. den i tink okie oni leh.. hahahz.. but is tt kinda typical work-in-neoprint-shop ger.. curl hair.. den got fringe.. den make up.. lktt lo.. she q tall sia.. avg build but her face big sia.. hahahz.. reminds mi of selina..hahahz.. her first day at work den mi n eli got lk sorta gif her advice on kakray la.. but dunno if she ll 'pao to' on us to ray not.. hope not ar.. else she ll be allies wif ray den e rest of us one side liao.. kind enuf to teach her hw to handle ray den if she dun appreciate den too bad ar..
hmmm.. but she gif mi tt kinda feeling.. lk she is not tt sweet ger but tries to be.. noe wat i mean?? lk her voice is not tt 'coo-ing' but when she tok to ppl den she got tis toosweet voice come out lo.. den ans call oso tok softly.. do things oso lk scared break her hands tt kind.. den tday alot ppl kip coming to host area n see 'new specimen' den when dey tok to us den she oso lk erm.. shld i say flirt?? hahaz.. not tt i dun ve gd impression of her la.. but den i really cant stand gers who LOVES attention frm guys.. ANY guys in fact.. n tries to act sweet tt kind.. Oh.. forget to mention.. she is act jq's sch mate...
dun tink i ll ve alot of chances working wif her.. so.. watever... not my biz..

livingabrown&blacklyfe; 8:40 AM

juz had my CA for 2 mods.. both i oso tink is q alright leh. hahahz. dunno wat e result ll be.. anw.. i m having my study break now.. for one wk.. hmmm.. muz really try to study.. cos str after tis wk den i ll ve my CA for my other 2 mods which is my core mods n i dun really noe wat is gg on in tis 2 de.. hahaz..

my food chem mod project grp mates.. hmmm.. oni got 1 guy n tt guy v weird one leh. he is 24 yrs old tis yr n i noe tt he is trying to b nice n helpful.. but end up he appears tt he wan to take credit for everything lo. cos he kip saying things lk ' kkk u all choose wat u wan to do den e rest i do lo..', 'kkk.. gif mi sm time i ll go find out an ans to ur qn', n he even wan to do e powerpt presentation slides by himself lo.. he say he scared we too bz.. but he himself is takign 6 mods lo.. den we ask him to do tgt..

my course got tis guy i tink his xin ji vvvvvv heavy one lo. cos tt day i was toking to sy den he suddenly come say hi n tok to mi.. he gif mi e feeling tt he wan mi to noe he noe alot of ppl in uni... den sm more he try to say things.. not exactly bad things la. but den mi n him oso not shou lo. in fact it is e first time we really tok.. den he wan to tell mi things abt js.. n he is dose kind lk wan mi to ask him abt e gossip he noe de lo.. kpo guy sia..

**mus study tis wk!!!

livingabrown&blacklyfe; 6:43 AM

wed 13th sept.
went out wif candy to orchard n bugis. bot 2 pairs of shoes sia.. n i realised tt my feet can expand n contract as n when dey lk lo.. bot tis pair of heels.. size 36.. den it was okie when i try dere.. den when igo home n wear it for my sis to see.. my right feet superly tight sia.. tight until ll abit pain lo..haiz.. so tml muz go back n change e size again.. met cc after her work for dinner later n we went to tis si chuan steamboat restaurant. it was q nice la.. we got e soup base of spicy (ma la) n herbal chicken one.. eat until my face super red sia.. was q spciy.. cant drink e soup de.. our usual habit.. at e end we took too much food n cant finish.. den worry tt dere ll be surcharge n try to eat everything down.. den cc made a v interesting observation. she say tt all e other diners ve a happy look on eir face but us rite.. too spicy n to ful but stil wan to continue eat.. she guess tt oni e 3 of us ve a suffering look lo.. n we decided tt e nxt time we go for buffet. we ll not eat untilso full liao.. hahahz. but i guess is not tt we r KS leh.. is cos our stomach ll suddenly become v full.. den cannot finish all e food we took earlier.. haiz..

i suggested tt since we cant go n send joy off on thurs morning den we go buy her a present n gif her a surrise visit at nite la.. so in e end we bot her a hand moisturizer frm her fav shop - the body shop and went to her hse at ard 1030.. called mh to mit us at her void deck too. but rena got camp.. so cant go.. we had a plan lo.. tt i ll pretend to ve a deep voice n be a delivery man.. den when i reach her door.. i was looking for a door-bell la.. den mh came behind mi.. trying so hard to stiffle her laughter n tell mi tt joy got no BELL-DOOR one.. wahhaz.. hearing tis.. mi n candy bth sia.. we ran to another side of e lvl n luff first.. hahahz.. den TAKE-2.. knock on her door n i said 'pizza delivery'.. alamak.. her mother ans sia.. n ask hu issit.. hahahz. den we bo bian.. guai guai say ask for joy lo.. hahaz.. den went to her room n take q a few pics.. for her to bring to shanghai n look at when she misses us.. left at ard 1050 lo. cos candy stil hafta catch e last bus at amk.. mi n cc take 112 home de..den walk abit distant liao den she rmb she forget to take her jacket n hafta return to joy's blk n ask her to throw down.. hahaz. she stay 12 storey sia.. n i being a gd catcher.. hahahhah.. help cc caught it sia..

**wish tt joy ll ve a pleasant experience dere..

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